'lets break up.'
brother from another planet says
'huh? what? '
'can you repeat that again?'
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!)
i hate him cause he's been flirting
he nvr ever does that,until now.
sigh.
its so funny cause i love overexaggerating how things are.
stupid slumdog,im not gonna sleep tonight,damn.it.

just had jack's place with family.
i like. im kinda lost for my assignment,i scared to animate,damn.
i cant think of anything,all i wanna do is play and have fun.
hmm,
for halloween think ken&i are gonna be pirates,or maybe cavemen!
so egg-citied!
im tired,ha i think creative writing is fun,its not..boring.
i went ndc for dental consultation,guy dentist again ha,for life man.
yeah,if i put braces i havta extract a tooth,damn it.
i want colours on my teeth leh,i so cant wait if im putting bracey brace.
i shall brace myself.
then i went home and slept for an hr before the rosary.
so tired.
give me strength.

oh did i mention saturday i spent the whole day at the ng's.
for rosary session.ha. nice. then i hogged the nintendo ds,yeah thats my saturday,its so boring!
was suppose to go marina somewhere there for steamboat but bac's car got overheated and everyone was delayed.
so raymond sent me home without eating dinner.holycow huh! haha.
sun was shiok caught up on sleep,
i watch sydney white on friday night.
say your calming words!
gucci armani....hahaa.funny.
baizx. school is not so bad after all!
we have class on mon&tues this week.
wed class got cancelled.
thurs e learning do nth
tmr,some critique session.
hmm,i miss schl food,ha
haven eaten chicken wrap sinceeee idk
haha,
i think im getting braces soon!
yayyyyyyyy,finally.but im scared
ha
i cant eat i cant kiss,hahahaha.
no la kidding.
ytd made me cry.
i called my dad to ask,and he asked me to go ahead.
and then i text him again,and he text bk
its okay,we can afford.
omg,i was in the library and couldnt control those tears for nuts.
hmm,then when i went bk home my mum and auntie were like talking to me about
hmm you knowwwww,
i got kinda annoyed,and when i get annoyed i sweat,ha.
didnt have to know that.ha.
okay maybe tonight i'll watch sydney white or smthg.
this week soooo slack uhhh.best
intergrated started alr,we're suppose to do a movie trailer
and i hope i can do this well.
enough of half past six work and animation that just slide in and out,
really damn stupid la.i have nth for my folio.
hmm and anthony loon,pls like wake up now.
i scanned fishies alr,egg-cited much!
:>) school is tmr,and like everyone else
i am freaking dreading itttttt
i hate feeling stress over work youknow,
and my competitive nature....blahblah..
and everything la.
it is just so diff, the holidays and school.
this break was great!!! no regrets.i kinda lived everyday to the fullest
went to places,did stuff i told myself i would,had more sleep than usual,
it was just soooooo great.
staying home watching tv,lying on my bed.
like paradise.
tmr everything will be bk to normal.
urgh, i alr feel sick thinking of it.
i need to get my head in the game
sigh sigh sigh.

this week was acceptable ha
i became u.p.
hahahahaha. omg.
but i like it.
g i hope you get it.

ok,i've got no new stuff for school.
so i guess its more berms and t-shirts everyday (;-/) haha
for the entire sem.
wish me all the best this sem.
goodnight.
brush away all the negativity guys
tmr will be a fantastic day of learning!!!!
(i cant believe i said that)


OHYES & THANK YOU BACON!
YOU DA BEST! hmm,i think its time not to care so much
ha,laugh about it and just fuck care uh
ok,if you're free and lonely.
just call me,take yr own sweet time tyvm.
sometimes you just dont get it.

on a side note
smiles :)
played bad min and basket today!
yeah! then crash ken's hse,taught shawn howta use water colour
coolio,he is talented ken he is!
then went home to bathe and off to collect fishies
and dinner at seoul.nicenice
so full,i could hardly breathe hee
4 of us have bands! how exciting!!!!
HAHAHA, cheap thrills la.damn!
makes me happy!
so the 4 of us lepak at some exercising corner.
and talkkkkk. lovely.
yeah.now i think i can control my emotions pwetty well now
im great.i can soooo live w/o you.
have a swollen eye,but dont wish to get blind
maybe i shall watch american hight school now
chao bitches
ytd's date

baking session on sat

this is soooooo funny,so enthu pls!

fidy's surprise!

tmr food for the soul at seoul garden with assumptionites
so cant wait.although i alr saw half of them ytd at qifa's open house
ha.ytd was fun.i saw rome ohmy how much he's grown!
and the rest,wow,went out with hadis,amir and haris to town
to catch 500days of summer.i didnt think that it was terrific
although the rest beg to differ.
yeap,it was enjoyable.
and i had a great rest!
so quiet so peaceful.
no smoke smell,the air was clearrrr
cause dad wasnt home.
today i plan to jog on the threadmill.
waiting for 3pm to watch growing up!
this thursday go out with the rest,pls stop raining!
i wanna go to the beach,bitch.
im going broke,been out almost everyday.
srsly.argh.tmr seoul somemore. :-/
plus developing of fishies. total 4rolls alr,in a period of 5 weeks.
dinner after dinner. i dont like feeling broke.
anthony's coming bk tmr,yes,pls spend more time with me
cause sch's gna start next week holyyyyyy cow.
i feel good today.day of rest uh! hi faggot,
you can be mad at me for all i care
im not gna give in this time cause i dont think im in the wrong
you overreacted,as always,
its not helping you're far far away,so what?
we're not gna talk anymore?
k,all the best to your life.
its funny what we're quarreling over,a person,like wtf.


friday is sooo boring!
thankgoodness i have growing up,jon&kateplus8 and 17kids&counting.
i wish i lived in the 70s.i wanna be tammy tay and have gary david and vicky as my siblings.
life was simpler then!
tmr im gonna bake muffins/cupcake with zeechunn jiejie!
yay
smthg to look forward to! ok short update

i have jealousy issues that eats me,
my gosh scary isnt it!

and tmr morning riser meal and bank with ken!
tmr faith comes bk!
at night,im just gna stay at home and play with after effects.
yeah right!

next week
we're gna have dinner tgt!
my secsch kawan kawan!
finally!
haris that includes you!
cant wait bodoh.
:)

k,bye.
love,worrywort.
can see?
what a great-past-few days
of slacksoccer,night safari,sundaymatch,phobia2,ahma, g's hse,ikea,queensway,sakae.
i love everrry minute of it.
ok today i didnt cry which is helluva big deal!
Yay! bye theo! see ya next tues!
today i got purple extends!
though its just 2 pathertic strands!
still happy ok! purple eh,always wanted purple highlights.
bacon bernard all also cannot notice ahya.
we sat at sakae with them after coming from queensway.
tmr play bad with danny and sam ang.yay sweat.
i ate like swedish meatballs..blahblahblah fries(again),wings prata,cupcake and all the junk this week.
:/ so sick of complaining so i shall not.

nvr been happier,
so satisfied with everrything right now.
faiths coming means we all will be mtg soon,i said WE ALL KEN!
ha,anthony's clubbing face like funny only.best pe.
ty bacon and bernard! big bros for lifeeeee.mwah mwah mwah!
:) just waiting..waiting
till the batt turns a hundred
then i shall head to my room and start
my night shift-watching movies.
i'm so bored you cant imagine.

chokes.
biggest worry,my dad.
dad stillllllllll hasnt got a job since april,
he's been slacking at home most of the time,going out in the evening, and coming home at 12/1/2/3 am?
ohdear,maybe he wants to take a break now,i understand,he's been working for 20 odd years and certainly deserves one.
on the other hand im quite worried,because he is the sole breadwinner,im afraid he's struggling. idk,irdk. idk if im thinking too much
but my family has been trying to save as much as we can? but they've been nagging since the day i was born,that i dont think im doing the wrong things this month by:
buying the decorative star at ikea for 2.90 only! original price 25!tyvm. TSK.
they nag and nag and nag about my junk-filled room. :/
stay up late=lights on=waste money.omg.srsly mum.
are you kidding me? or are we really in such a state?
dad just went for an interview tday,
i pray that smthg good comes out of it.
if this goes onnnn,what will happen?
im still studying,how to help,although i really want to.
next time we have to move out how?
next time no car how?
all i do is just spend his money,go out everyday,not helping at all.

AND MY RESULTS!
f that shit.
every sem break,
i dreadddd checking my grades,
i will sit and stare at my com in disbelieve
think wtf is wrong with me,the only thing im doing right now in life(im poly,its suppose to be easy) yet im not good enough!
its not that i dont try,yet i cant say i did my best.and start worrying.
everytime i tell myself,i will try harder next sem,i will try harder next sem,even so,i haven improved since.it keeps sliding.
dad saw my results,i think i disappoint him.walau,im sucha failure.

i love my family i cant live w/o them.
being in g's for the whole day sure sparked some thought in me.
...
they are all so nice and welcoming,i love gg there.

hopefully things will get better.
lift it all up to you god.pls,help and tell me what to do.
:/

i see my friends,they look like they dont have any problems,so carefree.
its not fair.
or maybe i think too much like always. suppppppppp \m/
many many peeple birthday uh,
hmmmm.
wl,holidays left 2/1 more week.idk.
like so fast,too fast alr!
so lazy touch after effects man,
so lazy walk to blk m man.
:/
before school start,must:
go sentosa suntan until i become unrecognizable.
do fun things la wl.
everytime i say say say,nvr do.
just rot at home.
watch my box.
eat the junk.

today was quite relaxing.
nvr really do anything.
chillax lepakzx.
niceeeeeee.

now do what siol
watch american high school?
ok i will.

hi everybody,i love you! tuesday
my family went to ntuc
and we saw baking stuff an suddenly
had this brilliant idea to bake muffins
and marcus die die wanna bake cookies,
so yeah,the process was fun!
my cookies were pink(yay)
muffins were a piece of cake to make cause its ready made+milk+eggs
Ha,cheat!
so after that we played soccer.
still fat,no diff.

wednesday,
hmm,i woke up really late
i'been waking up super duperly late evvvvveryday.
cannot stress enough,it sucks waking up and realising its past noon alr and night will come soon.
sucks know.
so anyway,it was dad's birthday
so no bahkutteh or chijmes with twins today.
:/
went to meet g first at civics while waiting.
family ate at sakura yumyum!
took fisheye...fisheye popped out!!!
today i went to develop again!
YAY!
happy birthday dad! my dad'a 52!
nextmonth's my mum's.

today i diedie havta go out with g
and we did! just like we say we would!
went to town eat billybomb,
jalan jalan looked for his shoes but no luck.
i love dopie but i din suit it!
yeah.so after that like a whirlpool whoooosh.
very messy bits and pieces everywhere dk how to explain.
end of the day,i still love him.
i have to thank sean,he is alwayyyyyyyys there without fail.
he magically appears when i needed him most,its amazing,god sent him to me
to ask me to stop my nonsense uh.
yeah.sigh.
i am so evil.so sorry.


tmr what am i gna do?
they going clubbing at night for the october babies!
maybe bake more muffs for auntylily,i wanna play soccer la!